Friday, February 03, 2006
11:34 AM
man..feeling soo left out..
for the camp organizing committee,everyone is in except for me and edith.wtf!make the both of us sound like a piece of crap and they apparently been planning what to do and blamed me for not helping them.i didnt even know that they starting planning lor cuz no one told me!how come everyone thinks that i can read their brains??expect me to know everything without being told.
my dear CL also...plan also never ask for my help then jie go and blame me 4 not helping.Then just because of some stupid rumours,she become cold to me and when i ask about guides stuff,she simply ignore me.for the record,i was
never biased towards you,qing! ya,sure,you have changed to become a person that i couldnt recognise anymore,inside and out but if you think that i will be biased to you cuz of that,then its mental.man,sometimes i just want to shake you and ask you to wake up.i ask you,were your current friends there for you when you havent even become a CL?aiya..i dunno lar..i give up.if you want to run a one man show during camp,then go ahead.i will sit and watch. maybe choosing you as a CL wasnt as right as a choice as i would have though..i am disappointed in you.
sorry for all that b***ching..i cannot tahan anymore than say like that.tomorrow i shall appeal with edith during committee meeting to be logistics i/c during camp.hope can be....
my guides gang friendship had definitely been deteriorating since we step up.if we had never got in..i wonder how things will be now...
on the lighter note,got back my maths test paper.
34/40.soo rock!!! got 3rd in class.ola ola ola!!haha.priscilla will also be coming back tomorrow to assist in the planning.nice!!