It is 2am, Saturday morning, can’t sleep! My clock is going haywire! Joking, I usually sleep at around 12 or 1am during weekdays,2+am on Saturday and 11:30pm on Sunday(for the sole reason that I am having PE on Monday and if there is 2.4km run, having enough sleep is essential, trust me). I am though of setting up a private blog so that I can pour out stuff that if I were to write in here, I might as well delete the whole blog but come to think about it, some things are better left unsaid. Which leave me pretty much confused, about everything. Thank god for Yusheng, he can’t sleep too.
As little girls, we dream of finding our very own prince charming (preferably kind and handsome).As teenagers, we still have that same wish, except the standards will be lowered (by a little bit).Girls get their idea of romance through books (proof, I love to read those kinda books) and guys ask for a girl advice from a close girl friend of his. I wish things were a little bit simpler, but because of the past, this is who I am now. Random stuff, why do I find myself sms-ing Weihao every time Whitley’s campfire is near? It happened last year and it is happening again this year. Not saying it is a bad thing, he’s a nice guy. My heart is all over the place now, must control. I want this blog to be quite personal but not too personal.
God, the night is so mysterious, there is something about it which makes people do things they don’t do during the day .I think the camp back in March is exactly how people who interact at night. If not, why would things goes like back to normal after it, like nothing had happened? Cos that s what happen if someone “switch on the light”. There is something about overnight camp that bond people and it doesn’t appear in the day (unless of cos its the water games.lol).

Lots of stuff will be happening for these few months.
Out with Jie,Da and Edith on Friday and on the 14th of April to celebrate all 4 of us getting laptops this year(coming of age presents! Haha.kidding. It’s a necessity for the 3 of them), my birthday, start of a new school year and going to a whole new environment (also for the 3 of them)and also our last gathering till everything settles down. Oh ya, today is my mum’s birthday.
Here’s how my schedule will go this week.
Monday-Had cheerleading practice with an expert Japanese cheerleading lady which convinced me that I would rather do duty than to cheerlead. Anyway, there is no sec 5s cheering.
Today-Went out with Edith after school to look for presents for my mum’s birthday and to go to polyclinic with her but the polyclinic was closed when we reached there!
Tomorrow- Maybe gonna to have SS supplementary lesson and Chinese tution.
Thursday-Guides!
Friday-After school playing badminton with my girlfriends =D
These 2 months...
31st-Whitley campfire! Yay!!!!
1st of April-Start studying for the mid-year exams! I am serious!
6th of April-Kamini’s sister’s birthday birthday!
12th of April-Sports day! Bishan stadium <3!! Duty! =D
13th of April-RGS campfire =D
14th of April-RI campfire, but I am not going. Last chance to hang out with girlfriends before Poly starts.
17th of April- My 17th birthday!
21st of April-My sis’s 16th birthday and MCS reunion at Sahara.
28th May- Chinese O levels exams.
Somewhere in between there will be speech day rehearsals, campfires and tons of studying/mugging. Strange how everyone is growing up so fast cos everyone is like attending poly/jc already. Anyway, It’s good they become the smallest kids in school again, being protected by the seniors again. It’s been a long long time since that happened and along the way, we’ve felt like we are lost without the guidance of someone who is older and wiser than us. No need to be worried over so much stuff, like back when we were in sec 1 and 2.haha.anyway, my girlfriends will be my senior-junior cos i am older than them but they are one level higher than me.

MCS GIRLS REUNION(Just so you know, its not an official MCS Party)A PARTY FROM ME & MY GIRLS!21ST APRIL, SATURDAY @ SAHARA.30$ PER PERSON, FREE FLOW OF DRINKS +FOOD + MUSIC + SHISHA + ULTIMATE CATCH UPS!I WANT TO SEE YOU THERE! YOU KNOW HOW TOCONTACT ME.(ok maybe you don't. It'sdinggdongthewitchisdead@hotmail.com)YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO BE THERE, SO COME!BECAUSE IT'S ALWAYS FUN WHEN IT COMES TO US, MCS GIRLS!(the one in June, cancelled.)

Jo Ann they all are organising a reunion party and it falls on my sister's bday!anw...who wanna go???haha..cos i wanna see if everyone(almost)from the class of 02 will turn up.*fingers crossed* .

Your Working Style

You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. When you are care, you care deeply, but are more likely to show your feeling by deeds rather than words. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to things or people you care about.

You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values. You stick to your values with passionate conviction, but can be influenced by someone you care deeply about. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by quiet reserve.

In everyday activities you are tolerant, open-mind, flexible, and adaptable. If one of your inner loyalties is threatened, though, you will not give and inch. You usually enjoy the present moment, and do not like to spoil it by rushing to get thing done. You have little wish to impress or dominate. The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.

You are interested mainly in the realities brought to you by your senses, both inner and outer. You are apt to enjoy fields where taste, discrimination, and a sense of beauty and proportion are important. You have a special love of nature and a sympathy with animals. You often excel in craftsmanship and the work of your hands is usually more eloquent than words.

You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts. You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you-- human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you deeply care about something, and are particularly suited for work that requires both devotion and a large measure of adaptability.

The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy. This can be true even when you are being as effective as others. You take for granted anything you do well and are the most modest of all the types, tending to underrate and understate yourself.

It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming of the impossible and accomplish very little. If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become too sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself. Actually, you have much to give and need only to find the spot where you are needed.

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i gtg chao to sleep.
there is no lessons from wed-fri cos of career seminar stuff.yay!

School is starting tomorrow and it feels as if the holidays haven’t even started yet. I haven’t even touched my homework yet!Lets pray that the teacher will give us a day’s grace or something. Camp was sucky,i don’t know even where to start. Highlights of it, i got sabo-ed,not once, but TWICE during gangshow.Great.Yeah right.I also saw He-who-shall-remain-nameless-for-the-time-being,which was really great. And i freak out when i saw Him cos i was looking like a damn dork and i didn’t in a million years expect Him to come during camp. The sec 4s and i also kinda bond during the camp but only during the last 2 days.The water games was great! It is like what water games should be. In fact, it was the only time where i felt everyone was having fun and relaxing.The only downside was that my handphone got spoilt(don’t worry, my dad dried it and it is repaired)What happened on the second night shouldn’t happen at all, i mean, “there is no I in TEAM”right? I shouldn’t say anymore,just that, we all need to sit down and have a good long talk about it. As soon as possible. Acting like everything is normal doesn’t help in any case. Seniors and the people in my batch,if u guys wanna know the details,look for me.