I know I am suppose to do a reflection on dreams 5 on the blog but I will do one here, first.3 meetings (6, counting the informal ones) on and sure hell I am not regretting going ahead with it. Even though I am going to get jabs next Thursday (ouch!). Everyone had been great, really. Especially Yikai, he practically saved my life, to be frank. If it wasn’t for him, there wouldn’t be any handouts. Dreams 5 means lots of things, like not going out every Saturday (and believe me, that piss off lots of people), late nights doing the stuff and lotsa of other stuff. Good stuff like getting to know everyone, not just judge by who I though them to be, bonding with the scouts. Things also that never expected. It’s hard to explain why I like it, like explaining why I like guides. Cos people will think I am crazy. I will save the later reflections for dreams 5’s blog. Not that I don’t want to write it here, cos I am a bit lazy to write the rest here/Lester asked us to write an entry on the blog by Wednesday and I got other stuff to write about here. Oh, also, I’ve got 2 more blogs to post entries to.
Good friends, I believe, are the one that can have conversations in which we can crap alot but yet also have conversation that are philosophical and deep; conversations from the heart. I want the same thing from my boyfriend, definitely. They are rare, even with close friends, time and everything else gets in the way. I miss them alot. Man, they go deep, but I won’t tell you what we talk about.*grin*. In a way, this is how we connect and how we understand each other. They are also not planned to think of it. My mind had been drifting to this certain topic for days already and I can’t seem to stop thinking about it. Jie say that things may be changing. For the best I hope.
My dream is to have an overseas trip, a week maybe with the gang, just the 4 of us. Maybe near the beach cos the beach is a pretty good place. It’s peaceful and it’s a good place for reflections. Haven’t had much time for them now with everything else going on. You know, doing all the crazy stuff one day and just plain slacking the next. From what I can see, everyone needs that break, especially Da. How I wish I can just do that now but nah, not possible. We can’t even meet up during June cos everyone is busy.