Call me insane. I am like super high these few days. And it’s the first days of school!! I must be nuts man. Anw, tomorrow, the 12 of us (hopefully, everyone can make it) will be having a dialogue session with the principal for dreams 5 tomorrow(27th la). God knows what will happen and what time will the session end. I am thinking along the lines of after my recess finish and hopefully, till school finishes? Haha. We will need to meet outside the General Office at 9:55am though, which means I get to skip English! Not that I don’t like it, I rather skip the next 2 periods after recess. We will be reunited though, that’s the good thing. Oh ya, do we need to do Hongdou for her again?? Not really possible but not impossible either. But what she will know will only be the tip of the iceberg, only the 19 of us will know the full story.

I think I’ve fallen in love with dreams 5. =D

Anyway, I’ve been thinking about this just now, while I was polishing my boots, what is passion, exactly? And how far are you willing to go to get that adrenaline rush going or get that sense of self-fulfillment? Yah, It’s connected to dreams 5, in a way. All of us (who are not in scouts) signed up without our friends by our side(at that time, when I asked my friend to accompany me, she looked at me as if I was crazy(which probably I was) )and signing up alone takes up a lot of guts cos its scary like hell la. Then there was the interview process (in which I got grilled the most.lol) which took more guts and confidence. We were tested for our patience, teamwork and efficiency for the next 3 months cos it was the planning phrase. We were forced to rake up new ideas and step into another person’s shoes in order to get things done and make new friends. That, I dunno la, cos it depends on how much effort you want to put in..haha. People think that we only go to PBP for 9 days and there is no work before or after that, that wishful thinking man! Oh ya, we forsake our social lives(okay, it wasn’t that bad) cos we had meetings every Saturday (if you guys remember) and even Team meeting the day before or something. So, in order to keep going for soo long, you are gonna to need passion, right? Oh, and we also had to get 3 injections and take anti-malaria pills, i guess whether we got through that successfully was also passion for dreams.That is the flame that will keep you going when you want to give up, the flame that keeps you awake at PIC even though all you want to do is to go into deep sleep, that’s the flame that make sure you put your best into everything you do and that’s the flame that open up your comfort zone in the first place.

OHANA means family
Family means nobody get left behind or forgotten.
-Lilo&Stitch
We were like that there and it touches my heart.

Okay, now it’s back to reality of studying and mugging!

I must force myself not to be nostalgic!! And frankly, its really hard,but essential.
Must I miss it but can’t show it?