I admit defeat. I tried, really, I did but to no avail.
I just can’t stop thinking about DREAMS 5 and the people who went with me.
There a reason for everything. I think that all of us were fated to meet. How else can I explain that the class who shared the physics lab with mine yesterday, was none other than 4A? And then today, Bryan, Sionghui, Chinhow, Mingxuan, Dennis and I had the same free period. Okay, I think I am talking rubbish. What’s makes it a lot harder was that “Singapore Town” keep on blaring over the loudspeakers every morning and the memories will automatically come flooding back. You know our performances all that.

We are all back to our usual routines of life but I think we are also still daydreaming about DREAMS. Evidence: Our msn pictures and our msn nicknames. We have not really touched reality yet and not fully adjusted to our usual routine yet. It’s strange, the adjustment. From talking 24/7 for 9 days straight and then suddenly it just stop. If I say it didn’t hurt at all, I am telling a lie. At school, it wasn’t like in PBP, everyone is busy with school among all the other things. I think all of us knew it would come to a situation like this, sooner or later but we have absolutely no idea how to go about solving it. Or maybe I just didn’t have the courage to take that first step.

Well, tomorrow’s the meeting. It’s finally here. Our closure. Let’s make it an extra special one.
I hope that I wouldn’t cry.

ADDIE!! Get well soon!!!

Haha, according to Andreas, I finally grew up. Well, I kinda though I grew up when I entered the committee. Haha, but I think I am always young, in her eyes. Since she dedicated a big part of her post to me, I shall do the same. Andreas had definitely been a big influence in my life, from the time I entered MF till now. When my batch stepped up, she was our main pillar of support, because without her, I don’t think I would even know what COH is and my batch wouldn’t have been that successful with her help and guidance. Hell, without her, my batch would have been like a broken glass, not united at all. Thank god for the June 2005 camp. I can tell ya guys something though, she is my main inspiration for me wanting to join YA. Since she is gonna to be a guider next year, someone has to take over the YA position right? And, why not gain some experience in chairing a COH while I am at it? Since I already went through like what…20+ of it.Haha. I found out about DREAMS 5 through her blog too. She’s someone who also shares the same passion as me and it helps la. Cos she also does crazy things like me so I have a companion. I will concentrate on my studies. So..Andreas..next month’s COH onwards..please take over..make them go through a 4 hours one. HAHA. I am evil. The rest..haha..Andreas..you will find out tomorrow/later today at the meeting.