I realized I have been doing a lot of “Do you remember??” with people. Started off with Pris about my dearest MCS then today during lunch, Kim Geok, Wei Ling, Hui Ting and I were reminiscing about our sec 1 and 2 days. You know the likes of old campus (both 1 and 2), the food (C2 delicious noodles for eg), teachers whom taught us and left the school already and how the old schools used to look like. I think we even remembered where is where. I really miss campus 1 and 2. Oh man, I think the next reminiscing session I will have will be with my fellow dreamers. We all still got lots to talk about man. Our stories , I think is far from finished. In fact, there are new stories waiting to be told. All these is making me wish I can turn back the clock.

HAHA. My Nov/Dec holiday will be jam-packed, so, people, must book me early if you guys wanna go out. =D . Okay, kidding. We will have to see then. But I’ve got some stuff in mind. Like prom, farewell, going back jkt maybe? And the chalet.

Okay. I really want to know what you guys are thinking, cos I can act like nothing had happened during these 4 months even if it is gonna to kill me. Do you guys still wanna talk about it? You know, in school and all or do we talk about it only during dreams related events? I seriously don’t want to feel like the last 4 months had been some kinda fake or something cos it hasn’t. I wish during the prep camp or during the expedition, they would have told us how to interact with each other after dreams 5 or at least tell us their experiences. I mean, if it hasn’t been for dreams 5, I wouldn’t have gotten to know you guys well or know you guys at all. And it’s funny like that. Before April, we were strangers, barely knowing each other and in the last 4 months, well, we went through some dramatic, amazing, priceless experiences together. Now that is over, what do we do? Shall we move on and pretend nothing happened? We only have DREAMS 5 in common, after all, right? The reason I haven’t been talking much to any of you in school (at most, it’s an “hi” or “bye” since we all are very busy) is that I am afraid I will start talking about dreams yet again to you guys and maybe you guys don’t wanna talk about it and the moment I see anyone of you, the memories will all come flooding back. Also, it’s abit weird la, talking about dreams in front of other people. And I can’t trust myself to take off the “mask”, at least for the time being. Okay, I also admit, how do I find that lost connection with you guys again? Another thing, I have no idea how big the impact is on each person, how much it had changed their lives. I think we have an unexplainable bond, one that is very strange, one that was built on teamwork, hardships, PICs, tons of lame jokes and gossip sessions. Man! Do I treasure all of that! Is it strong enough to pull through say, 10 years after dreams 5? Our friendships i mean. I have no idea. I am not gonna to ask much of you guys as in it’s okay if you guys don’t wanna talk , cos I don’t wanna lose you guys, it will break my heart. Hmm.. I sound insecure do I? You guys had been wonderful and great, yeah, each and every one of you guys. With this, my emo paragraph is done. On the lighter note, Andreas, Addie and Lianyi, reply my (love) letters!! XD but I shouldn’t rush you guys. Btw, it had been nice, yesterday night. HAHA. I was sms-ing throughout tution but it was worth it.

I remember, yesterday’s assembly I think. They were doing some poem stuff and the main theme was: the ties that bind. In the last poem, they mentioned something about candles, flame and reunite. I was thinking…how did they know?!?

This is the post where Putri pours her heart out and showing what a sentimental person she is..haha..hope you guys don’t mind. XD