Been feeling blue and in a daze lately, no mood to talk that kinda thing and to add to that, my super disastrous prelims results, I am soo disappointed in my humanities results, fail by 4 marks, great, and I was counting on it to pass. Damn the SBQ! Now, the only 2 subjects I can rely on to do well is on my usual English and Literature, I think I will get them back tomorrow…gonna pray hard.

Ah well, saw Mr Gana during Chinese period and he told me that the presentation will most likely be cancelled cos there is not enough assembly time slots. Even more disappointment, after all the time we spent doing the slideshow and well, frankly, I was more worried about the prospects of not having DREAMS 6 cos we need(do we?) to have the presentation so that there will be DREAMS 6 next year(or next time). And that presentation means more than just a presentation to me, if you know what I mean then that’s good but if not, then nvm. And I can’t wait for the chalet!!counting down: 4 months+ till Dec 21st..got the graduation day to get look forward to(okay, not really, on the contrary, I am dreading it actually),the Os hurdle to cross, a prom to go to before the long awaited chalet..Which reminds me, xiaodennis owes us a gathering!! HAHA.cos he was gonna to hold one right after DREAMS 5 finished but it clashed with all of our schedules(with the MFGG cf and all) so turned out he didn’t hold one in the end. I miss dreams 5, along with the 18 dynamic, lame,crazy and amazing people inside, now it seems like I cannot imagine life without them. Jie predicted when we were going home on Sunday that if I were to do 1 thing all over again, it will be dreams 5, no questions. And yea, she’s right la. Need to distract myself from daydreaming and concentrate on mugging/studying!!! Memories..need to be hidden somewhere for awhile…till I have the time to reminisce and daydream all I want. Being soo emo and sensitive these few days, don’t know what’s wrong with me…

End of year..just realized I need to buy lots of pressies…
Farewell pressies for teachers and juniors.
Christmas pressies for fellow dreamers.
Got to save up.hehe.

i am not gonna give up just yet...try me.