I got my laptop back(and the keyboard is still insane!) just in time for the end of prelims, prefect timing =D.

Prelims was insanely stressed and frustrating, the whole hall practically cheered when mrs quek announced the end of lit paper 2.haha. I think everyone buay tahan already, since this week, lots of people fell ill. And after prelims today,jz went straight home and sleep, to make up for all that late night cramming. Now, all we have to do is wait, and wait and wait for the results to come out..next Tuesday?But the weight and stress of prelims still on my shoulder, feeling emo, tired, not in the mood to talk and my shoulders feels heavy. Now, I have the presentation to look forward to, even though god knows when the “FINALLY! Presentation day!” will come. Hopefully, soon.

I admit it, im tired. I don’t know where everything gone, the chemistry, the laughter, the super lame jokes, all that crapping and I wanna find it all back. It’s the first time I ever felt this way for something and it’s scary. I can say we are back virtual strangers now, before the dreams5 journey began, I don’t know what to do about it, to make it better…at least a lil bit and if I can, I will do anything to make it better. The glue that held us together is gone, so, we are gonna need to rely on ourselves to keep it alive, question is..do we want to? Yes, must tell myself to hang in there, cos something will happen to make it all worthwhile, I know something will.

I find it such a waste that I am only able to get to know my sec 4s juniors only this year, after all we have technically known each other since they were in sec 1, wasted 3 years. Okay la, not really..since the june training camp was the starting point cos I can still remember during the last day, romaine, jie and I were fooling around and romaine became the “sleeping bag stealer”. Very LOL lor.Then there was the speech day this year,man, the sarcastic jokes. There is only about 1 month left in school and then the Os and an end to a beautiful chapter of my life. 1 month, not enough time to wrap everything up and I can’t bear to leave mf. 5 years was tough but I have soo many memories in all the 3 campuses….

Going out tmr and on sun.yay!