Sunday, October 07, 2007
3:18 AM
Last 4 days, I don’t know what to make out of it. How do you wrap up your last 5 years in a space of 4 days? And then there is mugging and revising to be done. Somehow they don’t seem as important now was to how to tie up the loose ends and how to show everyone…well..you know..how much I will miss them and how much they mean to me. How they have brought sunshine, laughter, pure wacko craziness into my life these 5 years. How they just simply stood by me. How do you put all of that and more into well..something. There is just simply too much parting words to say…and like dreams, I can’t bear to part with them, not just yet. For my “xiaogua(s)” dreamers, all 11 of you, my only regret is that I hadn’t known you guys earlier, if not, we would have more than 6 months together and I can’t bear to part with all of you cos I will miss you guys so very much.
“Each friend represents a world in us, a world not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.”
-Anais NinAnd for that..you guys are soo precious! Now, I can’t imagine the world without you.A little thing im gonna to do, as MCS tradition calls, Kamini and I are gonna ask everybody to sign our school blouse( we are gonna to bring one la, not the one that we are wearing). I’m gonna ask people to sign starting Monday cos I’m afraid if I do it on Thursday, cannot “catch” everyone… I’ve got a looong list of people man, my classmates, fellow dreamers, teachers,guides juniors and my other sec 4s n 5s friends. I hope the blouse have enough space.Hehe.That’s all im gonna do….I don’t know how to do the rest of the stuff…yes..I know..it’s not enough but I can’t put my feelings into something…they are just way too overwhelming.
It’s time to not start taking people for granted anymore, it’s time to start taking mental pictures of the moments left; the various special places in school which have a special significance to me;faces of my close friends. It also time to look stupid and talk more for talk is the thread of which friendship is woven and intimacy is the fabric. It also time for me to reflect back on my 5 years journey; to reminisce and be nostalgic. For… never in my wildest dreams would I thought my 5 years journey would end up this way.
“It’s something unpredictable, but in the end its right, I hope you had the time of your life.”