Thursday, November 22, 2007
12:19 AM
Right now, I am all over the place.
And I have this urge to go the beach to shout and scream and think and have those long girl talks.
And also to lie down on the sand and simply admire the stars in the night sky.
And enjoy the company and the comfortable silence.
A long walk talking and a sleepover won’t hurt either.
But right now, there is a need to sort out my really confused mind, there is no black or white now, everything is all greyish, well, not really cos well…I am thinking generally…as in everything is mixed together. Ahh…forget it.Either way, I don't know what to think anymore.
The only way I can put everything across is….
“People,arise!The world is dead!” and “Stand”. What a contradiction.
And you wonder why I have this yearning to jump on the bumboat back to PBP….
THIS is why. Need I say more?
Dulce et decorum est pro patria mori.-I guess it’s like this bah. What a lie.
isit soo hard to do what you are suppose to do?