Thursday, January 24, 2008
1:38 AM
My life now…is basically a gamble, as far as I can tell. Right now, at this moment, it
IS a gamble.
To the ex-sec 4s, they had the easier route, they didn’t need to “run” the extra “round” in the “competition” in order to get where they are now, all they had to do was pass 3 EOY exams, not to say it is not as nerve-wrecking for them as it is for us now, in fact, it is equally nerve-wrecking(to the point where we all can’t sleep XD). For us, the ex-sec 5s, we gamble away 1 year of our lives in order to sit for the Os, today(13 hours later in fact) will tell us whether we should have or shouldn’t have gamble away last year. We are also all tired people, we “ran” the extra “round” and we sat for 1 national exam after the other, simply put, by the time we got the Os, we were all damn exhausted.
Going to MF was also a gamble. Here’s what I did 5 years ago. Deyi(I think) was suppose to be my 4th choice, chosen by my mum but because Marlene put MF as one of her choices(she wanted to go into bowling) so I decided to cancel Deyi and change it to MF(because back in MCS, we were pretty close friends) but never in my wildest dreams though that I will get in. And the rest…is history =)HAHA. That’s why my bus journey to school take soo long, because I never thought I will be in a school in AMK.
The only thing that I didn’t gamble on was on Guides. My main aim to join Guides back in 2003 was pretty simple: to march in the NDP and the only way I could do that was through Guides(I don’t know why I never thought of St.John/NPCC/GB then, maybe cos of the fact that I was in Brownies). So I guess you can say it is pretty straightforward then for me to join Guides. But what I didn’t predict back then was how much was I gonna to fall in love with Guides. So now, there is a Rover/YA crossroads for me to choose, as much as I like to choose both,but I have this theory about choosing one thing and putting your heart and soul(blood,sweat and tears included) into it. Don’t want to be jack of all trades and master of none you know. Besides, I’ve told you my choice to join Rovers was a rash one, now that I have though through it and seek advice about it, my heart is pretty much into YA. There are a lot of benefits in Rovers,that I know, but I can’t bring it in me to leave what I grew up with. But more of that later, after the whirlwind, hurricane and tsunami called the O levels results will then I tell you more reasons. But I am pretty sure I got myself into pretty deep hot water.
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!
KEEP IN TOUCH OKAY?
LOVE YOU GUYS(yea.seriously)!
I will miss you!
MAYFLOWER SECONDARY SCHOOL CLASS OF 2007
“REUNION”
IS IN 13 HOURS(soo lame)! XD
haha.i am typing in CAPS cos i am HIGH today XD