Thursday, October 09, 2008
10:39 PM
Been really busy with school lately, didn't really get a chance to sleep much cos been studying for tests(and one tree hill marathon at home!!!!!!-fran borrowed the dvd from her friend).
just wondering...
if the one who holds the power is the one who cares the least(or at least seem to), then no wonder its easier to behave that way and no wonder we are always chasing after people who behave in that way.
Anyway, don't know what am I rambling about, feeling kind of lost right now, you know? school isn't exactly what it used to be, no 20 boys to look forward to tease/bully me all day, no letting my guard down in school, no mr ong,selva,ess,yong,balan and guides isn't any easier either, with all that drama. to be frank, in the last couple of months, my sanuctary had turned into a nightmare.but i don't know how to survive without it.
I have no idea where i am headed to, all i know is i got to find my way back or at least find a place where I know what I want and i think i have been snapping at people this past week cos of the lost-ness.
I guess, I need to find home, somehow.
and..i miss them.what's new?