what if i said i just want us to stuck somewhere and for some amount of time, we are stuck with each other so we have no choice but to talk?

we don't see each other enough, my dear mf people, since we all graduated and went somewhere, be it poly/jc/ite/anywhere else.and we don't talk enough too. we see each other at events and that's about it. on good days, i pretend i dont miss mf at all, on bad days, its sucks like hell. those 5 years of my life there had been very precious, as i come to realize now. the juniors.the gazillion guides events i wouldn't trade anything for.the school-god, i miss the school. going back for campfires on that basketball court just makes me feel home.the friends i made-after sec school, friends as geninue and real as the ones i made in mf are virtually non-existent which makes me feel incredibly lonely. i don't know how those 8 looong periods in class, why did i take them for granted?sleeping in class, with the hot sun shining on us, the cool rain coming in, the torturous pe session in the hot sun-with awesome mr kwek yelling at us to keep it up. being stuck with 5G for 10 long hours. i secretly like mf at night, it's just soo peaceful and it has that sense of security too.i can name a million more events, some small, some big, yet all significent.

technology does helps, but its not the same. msn.e-mails.phone conversations.sometimes it feels soo fake you know. what i would give to see u all face to face again.

that's why, if i were to be stuck somewhere and there is no way to get back-maybe till morning or till someone comes and save us, i would want it to be with my mf people. dreams5.class.guides. people from either one of those categories, doesn't matter.we really don't see each other enough after we graduated.and for some of you, i feel, i am not done yet. and i feel that i didn't have enough time to say goodbye. that graduation day, it just wasn't enough and at that time, it didn't hit me yet. now, it just did. 10 months after everything is over.

i know i am evil in saying that i don't give a darn about the people in my school now, but i really don't, because, i think, they haven't changed my life the way you guys did. guides saved me more times than i can remember, it kept me sane. dreams 5, i am speechless, i still can't find the words for it. 1F-5G, they are the reason why i keep coming to class. now i know the difference between the class that loved you and whom you loved back-they may be a majority of guys, but you know, in a heartbeat, that they will protect you and the class that's just not united at all.

i guess, what i am saying is, i miss you guys and we need to talk. about the past, present and maybe future.and thank you for being there.

onetreehill is getting to me man. that show is making me feel soo emotional.but since it is making me write from my heart, shouldn't be a bad thing. i haven't done this in ages.writing poems too.

a friend also once said " you looked soo happy in that photograph", that photograph is the photograph you see in mf's hall right now. then i wonder, how has become of that girl?where did she go?i want her back.