finally i have some free time(and with all the afternoon classes, i get to sleep in, another reason to celebrate!)
tomorrow(or rather later today) will be my last world lit class. :D not that i don't like lit, in fact i love it, but balan is still the best at teaching it.

it's been raining cats and dogs these past few days. on the way home today, i almost wanted to abandon my umbrella and walk in the rain but seeing that i am having a cold right now, i decided to abandon that idea.

i love the rain with the same reasons some people hate it.or maybe its that some of my best memories have something to do with downpour torrent rain. i know, i can't let go. but i need their strength right now, even though i don't admit it outright to their faces. it helps that we rarely see each other. neverthless, i still draw on their strength to keep me going.haha.xinyi, you know what i am talking about.

i find something very strange, when someone who grow up on the other side of the world(yes, literally!), grow up to have some of the common fears and likes and dislikes. like our fear of dogs and one tree hill. i find it amazing.

and friends. now the old are the most precious ones. i stand with the fact that they saw you before the confident, beautiful and elegant person you are today and still love you for it. to put it simply, they saw you at you awkward stage(or the stage before you shoot up, for the guys). thats why primary and secondary school friends are like gold dust. they don't "fake" with you, if you know what i mean. as we grow older, our defence mechanism naturally become more resilient so there will lesser people we can put our guard down with.

if not, why do you think you are still friends with the people whom you did stupid, hugely hilarous and embrassing things with?

anybody willing to sponser me a plane ticket to vancouver anytime soon?LOL.

with lit mid-term over, its time to focus on bloody calculus. i hate numbers, i really really do.but i MUST(by hook or by crook) pass it this time round. and econs. having calculus mid-term next monday and econs test on friday.

and i passed my lit essay!YAY!now on to do econs project. ah yes, and the YCM proposal.

anw.BIG news! and i do mean BIG.

not to brag or anything...but i am invited to MF's speech day for some odd reason. there was an invitation which they sent by e-mail(haha.cheapskate) to me today. i don't think its for the AYW thing, cos i asked chik heng(who is the AYW president, btw) and he didn't receive any invitations, through e-mail or otherwise. and the reason being that if the AYW president is not invited, then why would a lowly class representative be invited?

so now its down to either guides or DREAMS 5. so...Andreas, received any e-invitation from MF about speech day?oh man...this is so strange. haha. the last time i went to speech day, i went in "illegally", as in, i sat with the guides at the back row, which was pretty fun. now, i don't need to sneak it.lol.but i have a bad feeling about the parade......and sitting in the front row, means that i can't daydream/sleep while mrs doris lim drone on and on about whatever she is talking about (and it will bring me right back to my secondary school days of tuesdays' assembly periods. which is nightmare-ish).

will be going down to induction ceromony on the 7th and going to yj for the funfair on the 14th.lol.

another big news. i handed in my application form for the international camp at korea today. and i don't know when my exams will end in august. ahh....the risk to take to get out of your comfort zone. :D frances is at OBS, she will be home on friday so the house is pretty quiet with only tiara, stephanie and my maids around. speaking of OBS, can PSB academy organize an OBS trip please, with a cherry on top?i really really really want to go OBS, even if that means "killing" myself in the process. and i need to get a tan + loss weight.

I don't think that the people in this year's project will be as tight/bonded as dreams5. it may or not be true...too early to tell. or maybe it is a case of "first time being the most special" thing thats why yingjie and I feel this way.

not living with 19 other people for 9 days has its pros and cons though.haha. and one of the pros is this time round, we are not cooking! LOL.so no more "hokkien mee", oyster sauce special and "zeus's special".whether its a good or bad thing, i have no idea.

saw bryan online this morning, at freaking 3am, and its safe to say that I was shocked.for one, i haven't seen him online for a loooong looong time. and his display picture was of emperor hirohito(he says that he look like emperor hirohito, which is true la).haha.so if you guys see him online, be sure to see the resemblence,ya?

anw, i will not be going to thinking day celebration :) :) :) i will be meeting lester and xiangjie at bishan DOME-my new "amk mac" then i will be off to east coast for alec's(my classmate)birthday party at east coast chalet.

sometimes, i think i've gotten them out of my mind already(or that maybe the effect of not seeing them for about a year) but their faces always come back. the memories maybe hazy and not as raw as it was before, but the feelings are there. ah yes, there is some things i still haven't told anyone outside of dreams5 yet-which wasn't meant to anyway. but the green paint is gone.

Been really busy these 2 weeks, so didn't really have a chance to post...or it may be due to drama watching. :)

so, MINDS YCM proposal 1st draft of proposal is dued today and i haven't finished fine-tuning it yet and i still have my literature essay to do, not to mention learning for my maths and physics test tomorrow. 4 words. I AM SO DEAD.

went back to guides on friday, with jiayi, edith, cai er and peck hui. it wasn't really a planned thing, only decided on it when i was in school. and their whole meeting on that day, well....only consisted of drill. gone are the days when there are actually standards. now we don't pump them for long fingernails, not wearing half u etc. you get the drift. now all we want is for them to get their drills right and its already an achievement. anw, i saw zheng jie, amirah...the NPCC gang. haven't seen them in a while, must be because of speech day i guess, so they came back.

hid out in the guides room after drill to eat lunch and at 1 particularly funny moment, bryan and the guys came in and when they saw me eating, he said "cannot eat in the room, but nvm".LOL. and lianyi said she didn't trust xiangjie with the key-that was when nic, xiangjie, lianyi and i were in the guides room. and it was funny la. since xiangjie is more responsible than lianyi in ALOT of ways, i should know.

after guides, the 5 of us went to amk hub. edith and i went to buy bubble tea and walk around and bumped into jiayi, cai er and peck hui at jie's yogurt place. jie didn't notice us for quite awhile!haha. then we went to look jia yi's uncle's and aunty's valentine day present.lol. quite weird. and ended up at the supermarket.where everyone ended up buying things. in short, friday turned out to be a pretty good day, except my feet were aching when i went back home. won't be able to go back till april though...and speech day falls on my exam. damn!if only its in the afternoon....