Friday, May 22, 2009
1:25 AM
CAMP TOMORROW!
aka D-DAY to everyone at project linking minds.
shall do a little reflection on this project....
it wasn't as emotional as the "dreams" expendition, but then again, how everyone suffered as a team wasn't such as bad as the "dreams" expendition. i guess it is a good thing, personally. but for those who weren't expose to dreams's emotional impact, it is a bad thing.
Also, i've tried to live up to the leadership styles of fred, lionel and andreas. and i couldn't quite hit it. part of it is the commitment. since i have school on wednesdays afternoon, i can't be there all the time to get to know the participants well enough. my boys who went to dreams5 with me had grown, physically and mentally. sometimes, it is hard to imagine them being the people whom i've known 2 years ago. lol.i can state some examples too.
speaking of yingjie and mingxuan, thanks for helping me carry the firewood from GSS to MFSS. i knew i could trust you guys with my life! :) and yingjie is learning the art of nagging.LOL.
camp.AAR.passion run this weekend. not going to sleep man.and i am still not asleep.LOL. i think AAR is only gonna last for 1 hour on saturday since xj is going to rush to his FF concert. and i hope i have enough time to bath in school then rush down to bishan to meet angeline they all. haha.alas, food might delay us.hehe. cos mr gana/lester/andreas...might treat us.lol.
this feel like deja vu, give it 1 more month and it will be deja vu.don't know why i am counting also. i just don't want people to leave. you know how it feels when someone/a group of people suddenly burst into your life, make you get used to their presence then leaves, like a hurricane?picking up broken debris isn't my forte. and i don't feel like confronting my personal demons just yet.