Friday, July 03, 2009
4:29 AM
dear xinyi,
it took awhile, but here's the 1000 words essay that i owed you since last year.LOL. i will try to write as much as possible tonight :) haha. i hope this is a good present to end off your mid-years :)
okay, lets start. i think the reason why we are such good friends had partially got to do with how we met. if i remember correctly, i think it was during 1 of those morning assemblies in the hall-when it was raining cats and dogs-mid-july, august period i think? haha.and since our "love letters" are always handwritten, this feels kind of weird, typing a letter here, for the world to see. anw, back to how we met. and to a certain extend, when we met, cos i think it plays a crucial role too. looking back, i feel we've both caught each other at our most vulnerable period, and we both happen to know our sources of "indescribable feelings"[HAHAHA.do i need to say it out loud? i think you know la hor]. thus, as a result, we became fast friends.
haha.or it may be more than that. i guess you understand why its such a pain yet at the same time, such a treasure. also, the "you-have-to-be-there-to-feel-it" moments. and during that time, that helps alot. and you kept me updated[on.......]. and sneak me into yj to cheer me up after the horrendous Os results. for that, thanks! haha.and i guess, you've made my last year of school memorable, with all the stuff that we did, the most infamous[or was it famous?] being the kbcc 3rd floor toilet, man, that was hilarous. i can't believe we actually COUNTED.lmao. instead of studying, we were doing that.LOL.
which also reminds me of graduation day.OMG! can't believe you sabo-ed me on that day lor[do you remember what you did?HAHA]. it was incredibly peiseh. but i think we had the "now or never" mindset on that day. and we didn't go emo[wow!! or did we? i kind of forgot]. was it to get back to what i did to you for national day celebrations 07? haha. 2 years on, i think xinyi[the sjab one] and i still think its for your own good.LOL.am i talking in "codes" right now? if yes, good. and then, "no reservations" on your birthday 2 years back,haha, thanks for that too.
also, for the letters of encouragment during those months.you know something? i haven't written a letter since i graduated from mf! haha. seeing that we wrote on a daily basis, its hard to believe,right? haha. a proof that lessons were soo boring that we had to write to keep ourselves awake[ahh...this is why i fall asleep in class nowadays.haha]. i don't know man, i think i get quite nostalgic when i am with you, because we will end up talking and analysing the past. sometimes, dreaming about the future. haha.and laughing at the present. laughing at the present cos of that mouse/rat/policemen story you told me at the library during the Os study week. oh!!!! and the thing that you and momo did with my phone during the Os study week too.haha.i can still remember the look on your faces 2 years later, soo funny!haha.see la. told you she wouldn't believe its me and still send.HAHAHA. even though i know its not on purpose.
also, you know most of my close friends, kamini, shiyama, edith, jie,hidayah and of course my dreams mates which helps. haha.since jie and hidayah worked at guardian, we saw them almost everytime we went to kbcc to study.and which dreams mates i am referring to, you should know la hor. haha. i guess you know why i am soo protective of them even to this day.haha.you do,right? and since you are one of my poor victims of hearing the almost full version of the expedition, i still remember that you and kamini wanted to name my son "padang" or something like that.LOL. looking back, it IS funny. though i don't remember the exact joke. though i will never say this, but i miss your teasing man! haha.but now, can't tease about that liao, too old le. ah yes, reminded me of "MARIA"!! lol, the way you said it when i wanted to get the song was funny[or maybe i was too happy to know that you had that song in the first place =) ].
btw, how long have it been since we met up? 6 months? i remember the last time was ECP and then cycling to bedok jetty. and i need to update you on tons of stuff!haha. i think you need to update me on quite a number of things too.LOL.
coming on to this. the inevitable list of "things-i-miss-about-you". i seriously do miss hanging out with you. maybe cos as we grow older, the harder it is for people to become genuine friends. and all those chats/talks about life/fate/destiny/others....Also, i dont have people dropping by my class with letters anymore!!! Secondary school drama, was well, drama, but at least it bonded people closer and faster together. haha.you don't get that in uni, cos all people want to do is act...cool. what i mean is that, you don't get to see the human side of them, they are always put-together , kiasu and happy-go-lucky.haha.never of more than 1 emotion.
do you remember the long walks around the estates at the kbcc area that we took?haha. i miss that too. with or without bicycles doesn't matter. i guess our trips to east coast park kinda replaced that. and this reminds me....i miss not seeing you everyday.haha. yea. those little small stuff....like HONEY STARS!!!HAHAHA. had fun teasing me about it eh?it was a totally coincidence, i swear.
Anyway, if you don't understand some of the above codes, ask me.lol. i will refresh your memories.lol.and...TAKE CARE!DON'T OVERWORK YOURSELF!
did i hit a 1000? i don't think so leh....800-900, give or take...
Putri