Saturday, July 25, 2009
2:39 AM
i should really be asleep now, its 2:39am. either that...or doing proper studying, like finishing up my bio notes.
i have exams starting next tuesday and all i can think about its doomsday later. history, modernization, lit and bio somehow faded into the background. thus i can't concentrate. i am writing the notes down but nothing gets inside my brain.ARGH!
i know when i think of pain, i think of dreams5 at the same time. maybe cos it heals me a little, maybe also not to allow myself run away from it despite the incredible temptation.
and i've been thinking about the time melvin jz took my backpack and handed me his haversack in that torrential pouring rain at the pier. because i've been too incredible stubborn to not allow anyone to help me for the past 8 days. that image somehow can't be easily forgotten. also, what lionel wrote in my book.and sometimes, i do miss dreams5 cos of it.the amazing way they can see through things.
MDM NG IS BACK!!! OPEN UP THE CHAMPAGNE PEOPLE!!! her being back is like a soild rock i can rely on. a guider that have seen me grow up, a guider i can ask for advice and a guider i can look up to. that feeling is great! she is jz as caring as ever, asking about Andreas[haha.reading this Andreas?], school and UH. i think she is both proud and suprised that i am back as MF UH's.
come to think of it. lots of things had happened in the past 7 years. ms yee left,mdm ng got married, ms ng left, ms tang and ho came onboard and mdm ng had a baby.OMG! you know you are old when you seen your guider date, got married and have a kid.