Monday, August 10, 2009
3:34 AM
the word that i am most afraid of is "regret".
of not doing more, for not caring more and for not expressing myself more.
as a person, i can't really talk very well, so i will usually write letters to express myself.
during the 07 GGS carnival, the food and stalls don't stand out in my memory. what i clearly remember though, was andreas, me and addie joking about the 4am rain while they visited the stall. since it was right after the expedition, we were all still pretty close.
what i've always regretted about the expedition is not having a chance to say "thank you" properly. to my team mates and as well as my ELs. this may the the reason why they are always lingering in my mind. because they've done soo much and i couldn't give back. but everytime i see them, i can't get the word out of my mouth, it's either i will become speechless or i will end up crapping.
hopefully, another journey will impact me like they have.